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Ichijouji 发表于 2010-02-10 03:42:52
yaaay I finished my exams Finally ^_____________^
I actually finished yesterday but I stay cuz I have Japanese class today
I wanted to draw something too badly It been like months now
but..... but ..... I couldn't find my pen table O____________O
I look for it every where I feel so bad tomorrow I'm going home
I have to buy me new one as soon as possible

yesterday I slept more than 15 hours there is no nightmare left
I didn't see but I kept sleeping
then I watched a japanese movie *Kill*
there was four different stories I like them all
except the second story it was terrible & boring >.<
exams 1more week
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-02-05 15:09:38
he keep saying that we are the same age I hate that seriously
stop it ... I know I'm getting older but don't compare me with anyone
and sure as always I take it in friendly manner and Smile *no comment*
Eva :- IN MY FAMILLY NO ONE SAME MY AGE NO ONE NO ONE
any way I have exam tomorrow
I have alot to read A LOTS and I keep drinking tea these days >.<

* no good *
Eva :- KEN-CHAN miss u >.<
Koo-chan
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-01-29 04:45:03
Yay once again Koo-chan find me
I'm not doing well in my study being too damn slow as usual
but I'm so happy I talk to Koochan today
and I found something ....all this years . I thought that

but but Koo-chan Koo-chan is Girl >.< Oh man I miss alots
and she show me her recent cute lovely art work
she really make me wanna draw something right now .. being free
she remind me of my high school days
I was drawing during classes and break make stories about ken
play games with my sis wah it was really nice .. it just make me likes her more
Eva :- Koo-chan study hard and got A++++ Full marks
nah Ken pov
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-01-28 04:29:09
I don't know what to write about there is too many things in my head
& I keep wonder about small stupid things . I change the way I look to things
change the way I think but ....the way I feel never change .

it start to snow again it's so cold today too cold that I don't want to
go back to my empty apartment
so I change my direction to yours it will take me longer time since I'm walking
I just hoped that the weather won't get worse but it did .. frozen
it's too cold & I'm wet from head to toe GOD
I see ur building over there I focus on ur window & Pray that u'll be there...frozen
u weren't there
so I just go back to my place
take a warm path which was great
made me a cup of hot chocolate start to look through my mails
then going to bed ... OK I can't resist any more I had to call
u answer quickly like u were waiting for someone to call u
I just say helloo
then u start to speak non stop it never bother me before but this time it did
cuz u kept speaking about someone else about how great time u having
and like I guess u were waiting for that person to call
never me
I just put the phone away without saying anything still hearing u speaking
then I hag it knowing u won't call back ...
I just wana sleep now
cold /exams
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-01-20 22:16:49
it's been so long since I had cold
making my Head hurt more than usual
yesterday I couldn't sleep ..

anyway today was the last day of oral diagnosis lectures
and once again it's something I'll always remember
I love My group even there is few girls scare me
I still love my group
my exams started with the surgery yesterday I was like ...

and there is still more to come in the next few weeks
but I don't really care not like before
I'm going home
didyou ever
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-01-09 01:19:20
did you ever promise someone something and
u know u won't be ever able to make it
did you ever sleep and wish that tomorrow won't ever come
did you ever say to someone "see you later" and deep down
u don't want ever to see that person ever again
why I use ever a lots >.<
did you ever love someone so much but you don't want them to be happy
did you ever hate someone and when something bad happen to that person
you feel bad & sorry
did you ever look to someone and say I want to be like
that person but u don't want anyone to know

...... did I ever wanted this ..........did I ever plan to get this far ..
I'm no longer know anything seriously I don't know . but to tell the truth I never
care .. I just wanna make up for my mistakes
Eva :- Ken will u stop this u sart give'n me a headache
Ken ;- nah .... sorry just thinking
Eva :- it's ok but I have test tomorrow I'm not a genius like u I have to study
2010
Ichijouji 发表于 2010-01-04 02:29:09
once again I'm standing here alone in front of you
I won't lie and say that nothing happen last year
actually my life change .. but not like the way u change it

you don't scare me anymore to tell the truth I start felling comfortable
coming here once in while talking to you
, it's help me to think & remember whats really matter
so please
stop whispering and speak louder so I can hear you
stop hiding and step to light so I can see you
black , white , red
that 's all I can see ...
